Ribbon in the Sky

I wonder will I look back on this love affair and see the outcome that I hope for. I just want to be there for him always. He makes my heart sing. It is hard to comprehend what is going on in my heart. It has been cold to feeling anything for so long and now I imagine ribbons in the sky for our love. I am terrified that I am allowing myself to be too vulnerable. What if I get hurt? It will be tough to rebound from this but I have lost so much that I am enjoying this moment. This is so helpful because I feel that I have no one to really talk to who understands! Maybe I will tell him....

The Sweetest Thing

Someone told me that they have given up on love. I was horrified. Even in my loneliess of times, I always believed in love. It is the sweetest thing I have ever known. The belief that you will find someone who understands you and will love you in spite of should be enough to keep hope of what could be. It is a calculated risk to give your heart to someone because you can gain everything or lose everything. So to me love is still the sweetest thing that I have ever known like a kiss on my collarbone.

I Love Me Some Him

I don't know exactly when it happened and that makes me smile. I have had my heart broken a few times but I have only loved once before. Now at age 35, almost 16 years since I have last had a true love connection, I am madly in love again. Did I fall in love the first time I looked into his hazel eyes and saw how he looked at me? Was it went we just fall asleep together on the sofa? I am not sure but I do love me some him. He helps me feel calm. I didn't think a relationship could be so easy. I truly thank God that He felt that I should meet someone like my sweetheart. I feel so blessed in this moment!