Ribbon in the Sky

I wonder will I look back on this love affair and see the outcome that I hope for. I just want to be there for him always. He makes my heart sing. It is hard to comprehend what is going on in my heart. It has been cold to feeling anything for so long and now I imagine ribbons in the sky for our love. I am terrified that I am allowing myself to be too vulnerable. What if I get hurt? It will be tough to rebound from this but I have lost so much that I am enjoying this moment. This is so helpful because I feel that I have no one to really talk to who understands! Maybe I will tell him....